Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Truth be told.....

I come from a city thats broken. Were people forget too help out, Were people don't care.
I was born in Edmonton, Alberta. I was born into a beautiful single mothers life on a snowy december 12 1988. Unfortetally my "Father" decided too peace out when he found out my mother was pregnant.
I moved too Nanaimo at the age of four. I got into kindergarten while my mother got a job at a hospital as an LPN. My mom worked grave yard shifts at the hospital. Witch ment i would go too school while she was sleeping. I would come home while she was at work. She would come home while i was sleeping. This went on for years. I bassically never saw her. My brother and sister would always take care of me. Cook me food, take me too school, put me too bed. I grew up with no father, Until my mother met this guy. This guy was new too me. I remember one time i went into my mothers room were he had spent the night. I jumped onto the bed and asked him if he was my dad. At one point my mom couldn't afford grocries so this guy sold his nice car too buy us kids food.
Eventually this guy asked too marrie my mother. We moved out of this ghetto house and moved to the north end on rutheford RD. We had a big proporty and a nice house(renting).
The first time i got introuble at school was in grade 3. This girl said i was swearing at her on the playground but i never did. In reality i was with my sister getting ready too go home for the day. The princeaple didn't belive me when i told him i never did it. He gave me trouble saying he might kick me out and that i was a bad child. Witch drove me too tears.
When we lived in the north end we only lived there for a year because our tires got slashed 14 times our dog got shot and killed and just was over all around worse then harewood. So we moved too jinglepot area. I went too mountin veiw. and always got introuble. I fought and back talked alot. I remember i got kicked off the bus for school cause i was being bad. at the sme time i got an in school suspention. The class i was suspended in went too the playground so i went too. i smashed my head and bled everywere. Without telling the teacher i took off too the office. They never really helped out i mean i was saposed too walk home that day and that was a good hour walk. The bell rang and the bus came. I asked if i could take the bus cause they didn't call my mom too come get me or call anyone. (remember i had a pool of blood on the office floor) the went and asked the bus driver and contimplated letting me go on the bus. Fifteen minutes later they let me on. From the bus stop i stumbled home were my mom was on her day off. So we went too go get stitches.
We moved again when i was going into grade seven. I was back in harewood were in grade seven i got 63 referls in one year (thats were you fight you get one swear 5 time you get one ext.) i got 63. got kicked out of my grade seven grad ceromoney so i broke all the school windows while they partied in the gym.
In grade eight i got into alot of fights and started smoking. Seemed like a good thing too do at the time. I started too sell weed aswell. first semester goes buy and i got kicked out befor second semester started. I went too five acers. Were i finished grade 8,9,10 i got kicked out of five acers five or six times i fought alot sold alot of drugs in grade 9 my mom's husband adopted me and i finally had a legit father. I eventually stopped selling and doing dumb crap. I got back into barsby and met a girl. i dated this girl till i graduated highschool. In the summer of grade 11 too 12 my mom moved too fort st john. I moved into this girls house. Eventually i got sick of having a girlfriend i mean i dated her for 2.5 years up too this point. I wanted out of the relashinship but i need a place too live in nanaimo so i stayed with her. This one time i mouthed off her uncle and a couple months later he was in nanaimo and slapped me around then punched me. Thats when i knew i was moving too fort st john to be with my mom. I also had a group of friend threaten too kill this uncle. Not just threaten but mean it all i had too say was ok. Eventually he called and said sorry too me.
Eventually i moved too fort st john. I got a job and lived with mom. i had no friends no family (but mom and dad) no girlfriend. In my eyes i was free from the thing that entagled my vary way of living. I always procrastanated on when i was moving home. the girl i was dating got mad that i didn't come back on her scheduale so she broke up with me. I never was hurt by her action or even cared. In my eyes we broke up as soon as her uncle hit me way back in the day.
I met some people from work and started hanging out with them and they drank alot witch in turn made me want too fit in with my new friends. So i began drinking heavely. I would say 4-5 nights a week. I also began smoking a pak aday.I looked at this girls profile on the internet and it said she hated drinking and smokers. I liked this girl so i decided i would quit. My mom and dad decided too move back too nanaimo and i moved into the friends house. I went on vacation and went down with my mom and dad (too nanaimo). I met up with this girl and asked her on a date. Every day i was in nanaimo on vacation for that week and a bit i spent it with her. I asked her out with her knowing i was going back up north. She said yes and i told her my plan. I told her i will be back in one month. she never knew i was going too move back so soon. I applyed at kia nanaimo and i got a job so i moved back even sooner.
This is were i am now. Quit kia and now work for college pro. i am still with this girl and things are going great!!!
Acouple things you should know bout me
i got into alot of fights
i sold drug
stole cars
broke into houses
almost killed someone
moved too fort st john
became an alchaholic
started too smoke
fought alout in FSJ
have had a screwed up life
feel like i am someone new now


i come from a city thats broken
were people abort shipand live life for that single thing that they think is "hip"
but their hearts fall apart
like a lepper on a tred-mill
their minds change more then piggy banks
never hitting the brain breaks
they do what is cool
people want too fix the problem
but time has got them
they don't got the timewe can all talk
till we find ourselfs laying on the pavement
but
i come from a city thats broken